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What's wrong with me? I'm straight, but I can't stop sucking my friends cock

Discussion in 'Sex' started by Dragon_Breath, Sep 8, 2017.

  1. Dragon_Breath

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    it all started with a huge thing for my best friends girlfriend. she was 5'5, 110IBS and very sexual. she loved to suck cock more than anything. he dateed her for 2 yrs. a year after i got to spend 2 weeks fucking her. she took my virginity and gave me hour long blowjobs. about everyone would agree im more attractive than my friend by alot. but she ditched me after 2 weeks.

    i gained an inferiority complex about it and eventually started fantasising him fucking her, not me. i couldnt explain it, but i envied him for awhile. eventually he got a new GF and after a year we all got drunk together and he wanted a 3some. it turned out to be me watching him fuck her brains out for 2 hours.

    few weeks later he caught me and her makingout. this ended our friendship and i started dating her for 2 months. then she cheated on me and fucked him a few times. he rubbed it in telling me how he nailed her from behind over the back of my couch. i got so turned on thinking about it and pretended to be mad. i literally jerked off afterwards.

    a month passes and i miss my bestfriend. he agrees to let me come over to talk. i bring beer. we sit at a card table and get drunk. we talk about girls and sex and how hes pissed at me. eventually i ask if he would ever let a guy give him head. he says yes.

    so i say lets go upstairs. we enter the living room and i tell him to have a seat. he says "dude i thought u were just kidding". I say, "no i want to suck your cock so bad". he sits down quickly.

    I then got down on my knees and started to rub my hands and face all over his dick thru his jeans. i felt how big and hard it was and became a bit intimidated becuz he was obviously bigger than me. i unbuckled his belt and unzipped his fly then struggled to pull his cock out of his silk boxers.

    once i got it out i began stroking him for about a minute until something took over me and i indulged myself literally jamming his big cock into my mouth. i sucked up and down, licked his shaft and even swirled my tongue around it like a lolipop. to my surprise i was fully hard and pre-cumming like crazy without him even touching me. this never happened before.

    i kept sucking and experimenting with techniques until i felt his hands on my head. he pushed me down and i deepthroated his nice, hard cock. then suddenly i felt a way i never felt before. i felt completely submissive and under his control. normally i am very cocky and competitive with him and now here i am, on my knees with another man's cock in my mouth. i felt very dirty but yet i was more turned on than i had ever been.

    i then opened my eyes and looked up at him watching me with his cock in my mouth. it was a look of complete, utter satisfaction. his gf cheating on him no longer was a problem anymore. afterall, i was the one bent over on my knees sucking his cock. i could tell he liked it and it was obvious, i was pretty much willing to do anything for him.

    after about 45 mins, i realized he was purposely not cumming. i think he wasnt sure enough to come into my mouth. i told him i wanted to see him cum. he started jacking off for me until a huge fucking load of cum blasted up and all over the place. i closed my eyes and let him cum allover my face. he gave me a very messy facial. i loved it.

    It must not have been enough for him becuz after a 5 min break he started touching and rubbing me. he started to undress me and pulled my pants down. he was sitting on the couch still so i got up there with my pants at my ankles and started sucking him off again. i was on my knees blowing him. i was in the same position of a chick would be in when you fuck her from behind. he jerked my off while i gave head.

    I blew my load after about 90 seconds i was so turned on. i kept sucking his cock anyway. with a girl, i would have been done for an hour at least. but i was so into him i stayed hard. i suck his dick for awhile until he told me to get on the floor.

    lying down with my back to the floor, he took his pants off and started to fuck my mouth in the 69 position. we blew eachother for about 5 minutes. my 6.5" cock and his 8-9" cock.

    i got scared and told him i had to go.

    eventually i saw him again and all i could think about was blowing him again. i wasnt sure how to approach it while being sober, so i just asked, "can i suck your cock?".

    we were in his car. me in the passenger, leaning over the shifter to suck his cock again. after awhile, he starts rubbing me thru my jeans. then he does something that makes me feel like a complete little bitch. he pulls my pants down just far enough so my bare ass is hanging out. i felt very vulnerable, but enjoyed it at the same time. he jerked me off while i sucked his cock, again i only lasted like 30 seconds.

    i prolly gave him oral about 5 times and he always came on his boxers. i told him on the phone before we met that night that i was gonna treat him tonight. i didnt end up being in the mood later so i wasnt making any moves.after it was quiet and me n him were the only ones awake, he put some porno on. i wasnt going to do anything, but he said something like "get on your knees". my pride fell right thru and the idea of him telling me this time turned me on at a scary rate.

    i noticed him being more aggressive and more to the point. or maybe i was getting better because after about 3 minutes, he pulled my hair and tensed up, then pushed my head very HARD down onto his cock as his big dick literally pumped a huge load of cum into my mouth. this was unexpected but there was so much of it i had to swollow it. after he was done unloading down my throat, he said "damn, that was the best head i ever had".

    everytime we hangout now, i suck his cock. after the first time we did it, he never gave me head again. it was always me on my knees. but mostly because i like it so much and am always making moves to give him head. ive gotten so good at it i can get him off in about 20 seconds. depending on his mood, i get jacked off while i suck him now and then.

    i love sucking his dick so much and he loves the idea of me doing it more than anything. sometimes we both sneak away from our girlfriends just to do oral for 20 mins or so.

    i have fucked many girls. so has he. im not attracted to guys, i never have been into anal or anything. ive never done anything with any guy but him. and its always cocksucking. I love it more than pussy. i would rather suck his cock then fuck my dream girl.

    he turns me on so much and i love it when he uses me for a quick blowjob. what sucks is i dont get to see him but once a month or maybe 2. im always thinking about it and wanting more.

    so whats wrong with me? why do i only desire to suck his cock?? am i straight, bi, gay? or maybe i just love being submissive. i can't tell, but would like to know if anyone else has had a similar experience?

    i am open to sucking someone else cock if I thought they were attractive. i dont get to give as much head as i liked, so since i've started sucking 4 years ago, i am toying with the idea of finding someone just to suck their dick. it's like an addiction. i cant help it.

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