You probably won't read this. If you don't, don't bother messaging me.
I have a complicated past but I don't let it interfere with my present. I'll never tell anyone when I'm upset or when something's bothering me, and only a couple people can tell when my "perma-smile" is fake. There are only about 4 people I'd trust with my life, and the rest just think they know all about me. I can count the number of people I hate on one hand without using all my fingers. I like to think that makes me a good person. I'm a sweetheart, but I don't let people walk all over me. Abuse me and I'll lose it. I don't hold grudges, and I don't believe in regrets. Everything happens for a reason, so take the good with the bad and get over it. I hate talking about the past because it usually just ends up making me upset, unless it's about good times. Even still, I hate wishing I could go back in time. I'm a firm believer in karma and have seen it proven right more than enough times to know it exists. I'm not religious, so don't preach. I believe in evolution and could talk about it forever. I'm optimistic, and I can't stand lethargic people. I'm opinionated, and I'm not afraid to call it like it is. I'm honest with my friends, and I won't lie to make someone feel better. I won't, however, go out of my way to make someone feel miserable. I don't know which direction I want to go with my life, but I have ideas. I have an easy time picking up languages and am fluent in one other besides English. I'm currently in love, mutually. I'll never admit it, but I'm going to miss high school as it was the best 3 years of my life. Regardless, I'm looking forward to the future and seeing what it has in store for me.