I have the notifications turned off and I still log in... It's a habit... I log in at least monthly... since I created the account 12+ years ago.
Considering I've managed to remember this site for over ten years, there's something intriguing about the nostalgia of that just draws me back..
Maybe you should try hypnosis about that and recall all information on what happened so you could recover the lost information, I see no other way
@Momonoki This is a shot in the dark but you might find your old profile by the birthday, if you used your real one. If you even want it to be found lol
Maybe try thinking around everything else except the Nexopia Account and have it flashback to you after taking large amounts of LSD several months later, just a suggestion