ya lazarus had some huge thing with some girl he met in the Philippines. She had an entire tumblr dedicated to him an it was creepy. I told her he had to stop talking to her and then he told me I was being crazy. I said yo if we are gonna get fucking married, you are gonna stop talking to her. He promised me he would but I would often catch them messaging on fb and I was like WTF? It made me such a crazy paranoid weirdo. I hacked his fb and deleted her off his fb and then he spent every day for months searching her profile all day. wow I totally forgot about all that maybe he wasn't such a great human after all.
Lazarus wasn't actually my cat lmao. He used to post here years ago. We dated for 3.5 years. We were engaged for 7 months.
ya and then my last bf cheated on me with like a bunch of girls who were like 20-22 and all had great dancer bodies. Made me really hate myself but somehow I ended up staying with him LOL.
Yeah, it's not something I liked to post about. Overall, he was a really, really good person. I think I just couldn't really commit to him emotionally and he needed it from elsewhere. I was a huge mess in 2013 lol.
ya. he was a teens reg. we met more on tinychat though because I didn't ever talk to him / acknowledge him on nex and then he started TCing and I was like ... who is that lmao
Do you think that there is a correlation between people you meet on the Internet and relationships that end badly in your life?
Laz and I ended on fine terms. He helped me move into my new place. We still talk from time to time. I don't have very many bad things to say about him I guess, other than the emotional cheating thing, but it was a very bad time for me and neither of us knew how to handle it. I actually talked to him a while ago and told him what a psycho my ex was (who I met after Laz, at work) and Laz actually offered to help me if I ever needed it. I don't think our relationship ended badly, but we met when we were 21 and 22 and neither of us really were mature enough for a proper long term relationship. Plus his family was mennonite and crazy.
